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As the "gay thing" didn't bother me like it obviously did some others, I talked with him for over an hour. I had heard he was gay and ran a small, high-end hair salon about 30 miles from our hometown. I found him very friendly and intelligent, and he had certainly aged better than most of the guys. One guy I really enjoyed talking with was Brad, who had really just been an acquaintance in school. On Friday night, we connected with lots of old friends and caught on the years, pretty much socializing separately. We had plans for a Friday night mixer, Saturday picnic and golf, and a formal dinner/dance on Saturday night. My wife and I graduated in the same high school class, and our twentieth reunion was a few weeks ago. However, I'm certainly not homophobic, and in the back of my mind, I had thought that if somehow everything was perfect and I had some new, strange attraction to a particular man, well, maybe I could. But, never have I had any sexual contact with another male, and I was convinced I had no plans to do so - particularly not in a park restroom or a stranger's car. There are a lot of guys out there, I know, gay, straight, or somewhere between that are open to discreet sex with other guys. I don't get turned on by men, but think about sex constantly and exclusively with women. I'm a 38 year-old straight man, I've been married 12 years, I love my wife, and I'm committed to our marriage. No doubt, there are at least a few men (maybe some women, too?) out there that can relate to my position. I'm still so excited by the experience I thought it would be fun to write about it and share it on this site. I recently lived out one of my long-kept-secret sexual fantasies.